I am truly astonished—it turns out that so much of my downfall was built upon what I once called “hope.”
Who could have foreseen that, in the end, it would be I myself who would fall to the bottom of the abyss?
In truth, I should have seen it coming. After all, the abyss of cynicism is infinite and so profound as to be almost divine.

If you’d like to know more about me, I actually spend most of my time tinkering with technology.
I tinker with mainframe emulation, hyper converged infrastructures, and highly virtualized environments, across various architectures.
Anything from flashing Motherboards/GPU BIOSes to modified hardware/mutant Engineering Samples.
My focus recently has been IBM POWER systems, I use IBM POWER for my computational work, and x86 for handling communication to the outside world.
All while integrating a 1980s Tandy 25-1000A as an access terminal.

给我的中文朋友们！

你不会打女士吧……对吧？
我真心感到惊愕——原来在我的覆灭之中，竟有如此之多的成分，是由我那曾经的“希望”所构成的。
谁又能料到，最终跌落深渊底部的，竟会是我自己？
其实，我本该料到的。毕竟，那犬儒主义的深渊，是无限且深邃得近乎神性的。
你可以叫我伊芙琳。

如果你想多了解我一下，其实我大部分时间都花在钻研技术上了！
我热衷于折腾大型机模拟、超融合架构（HCI）以及高度虚拟化的环境。说起来，我还在自己卧室里运行着一个微型数据中心呢，哈哈。
我对各种电脑硬件改造都很感兴趣，从主板和显卡的 BIOS 刷写，到各种改装硬件组件都有涉及。我的技术重心主要是 IBM POWER 系统——我把 IBM POWER 作为主要的计算算力，而 x86 则负责处理对外的互联网输出。
同时还集成了一台 20 世纪 80 年代的 Tandy 25-1000A 作为访问终端。